Behind closed eyelids

Baby, it’s cold outside

November 3, 2010 at 7:03 pm (Random)

I looooovvvve this song. It’s one of my favorite winter songs. I don’t know why they only play it during Christmas.  It has nothing to do tinsel, trees, or sweet Lord baby Jesus.

I’m in a mood.  A woe-is-me, pity party table for one, Celine Dion singing “All by Myself” (the live concert version) sort of mood. Don’t worry, I won’t be jumping off any bridges anytime soon, although with Celine Dion it’s sort of touch and go (so you’re stuck with me).

Sidebar: One of the most beautiful death scenes I’ve ever seen was in a movie called Rules of Attraction. It does have James van der Dawson in it. But the creek aside it was a really good film. The cinematography for the death scene was fantastic and the movie itself is so worth watching.  I was going to put the clip on the blog but that seemed a bit morbid so just go rent the movie.

I blame my mood on the weather.  I think it’s because it’s getting colder and mammals are pre-disposed to procreate and hibernate for the winter. I mean who doesn’t like the idea of sitting next to a warm fire in the fireplace with a toasty beverage on a cold night. Just thinking about it makes my inner girl swoon in delight. When I look over the women in my inner circle I realize they all currently have significant others. And while I’m happy they have found people they are growing to love, I reserve the right to put on my green glasses of envy and make snarky comments (I’m not proud of this but they’re better people than me).

With the year coming to a close, I’m starting to reflect on the past 11 months; to review the lessons I’ve learned, the goals I’ve accomplished, the goals I still need to accomplish, the friends I’ve lost and made and lost again. It hasn’t been a bad year It just moved so quickly I could have sworn it was just May. However, if it was May I don’t want another August (see previous post).  

My inner gypsy is starting to wake up. So, I’m getting that… it’s time to move to a different (city, state, country). And before that chick went to sleep she said when we move again it will be out of the US.  So, I’m researching and making some plans. Time waits for no man and I don’t have anything keeping me here (in the States). 

I don’t know. I having a bit of the doldrums and I haven’t blogged in a bit so I thought I’d share.

As a side note: I do want to point out that no one sent me their address so I could write them a letter and sent it snail mail. But that’s cool. I write awesome letters and you all just missed out. So neener.